Posts Tagged ‘Girls’

The Past Coming Back in My Dreams

February 17, 2009 Leave a comment

Earlier in my dreams tonight, someone from my past appeared who I haven’t thought about in quite a few years.

Back some time ago when I had just begun university, I met this one girl.  I met her on a forum and eventually we began speaking to each other on the phone and on MSN.  She was a real sweet heart.  The only problem was she lived all the way in NYC, which is pretty much on the other side of the continent from where I am.  So naturally over time, as is the case with the majority of long distance relationships, our relationship began to fizzle away.  She began to like someone else and I was left hurt.  And if I remember correctly, she’s actually the last girl that I have had feelings for.  I vowed that I would never fall for another girl unless I was sure that I was going to marry her.

After our relationship eroded, I began to think less and less of her and eventually moved on with my life.  But last night, for some odd reason she appeared in my dreams.  And after I woke up, I couldn’t help but think back to those times where she had the ability to warm me from inside.

She appeared in my dream briefly.  She wore a purple blouse and her hair had one of those semi perms (sorry if that’s the wrong term).  She looked very pretty.  She never said much, only a sentence or two.  I kissed her shoulder and that’s when I woke up.

Even though her apperance was a few seconds, I couldn’t help but feel down when I woke up.  What I am most intriqued about is how she came into my dream in the first place.  Like I mentioned earlier, I don’t have feelings for her anymore, I have never thought about her in years.  But somehow, I was able to see her in my dreams.

Weird phenomena these dreams are.


Vulgarity on Youtube

December 28, 2008 1 comment

I just want to comment on this because it really bugs me.  I am not referring to the content on youtube.  Rather, I am referring to the obscene comments that people leave on youtube, especially on videos that women post.

The comments that I am specifically referring to are sexual in nature.  I am quite sure you know what I am talking about.  Comments referring to the woman’s breasts, or other parts of their body; comments about the poster want to have sex with the woman in the video…that sort of stuff.

It seems as though that this culture we live in has stripped the innocence out of almost every facet of society.  I have come across videos of 13, 14 year old girls talking about how they love Hanna Montana or something and some sick pervert will leave a vulgar comment on that poor girl’s page.  What is wrong with these people?  Has our society and culture become so sexualised that people feel that they can express deviant sexuality freely in front of everyone without worrying about consequences?  I honestly think that innocence is becoming such a rare characteristic that people may actually forget that such a thing actually existed at one point in time.  And the victims are none other than women.

This post was sparked by my outrage after I came across a clip on youtbe that was “featured” on the site.  Its of this young woman talking about being greatful which featured her mother in the clip as well.  I scrolled down to look at the comments and every now and then there would be some sick douche talking about how beautiful the girl’s breasts were and what a “MILF” the young girl’s mother is.  I mean come on, have some respect here.  What do people gain out of making such comments?  They literally don’t get anything out of it.  In fact they are doing themselves a detriment by fueling such thoughts inside their heads.

To have thoughts of a sexual nature are normal.  Everyone has them.  But for one to convert those thoughts into vulgarity and then to express that vulgarity in the open is something we as people (especially on the Internet) need to be aware of at the very least, but also try and prevent in a open public realm such as youtube.

The clip I was refering to above:

Unprodictive Long Weekend

November 12, 2007 Leave a comment

Well its the long weekend and once again my study schedule isn’t going as planned.  Its Sunday today and I have yet to begin work on my papers.  This is not a good thing because I know I going to deeply regret wasting this time come due dates.  But honestly, I am so exhausted these days its not even funny.  Sometimes I wish I could have some time where I don’t have to worry about work or school or deadlines…sometimes I wish I could just be.  People who make fun of a poli degree don’t realize that degrees like these mentally drain you and that has a toll on your body.  But whatever…they’re just haters.  Thank God I have Monday and Tuesday off from school.  Ive been worrying about doing some work these last two days. I think I am just going to literally do nothing tomorrow and give it my all starting on Tuesday.  We’ll see how well that goes. 

I am really tempted to talk about a dear friend of mine and her plight but I am hesitant to do so, so I guess won’t.  Ive been thinking a lot about her and I don’t know if that is necessarily a good thing.  Like literally this entire week, she’s been on my mind.

Speaking of girls, I think I have found the girl of my dreams.  She’s in the music video posted below.  She is literally the type of girl that I lay in bed thinking about night after night.  The smile….the long black hair…that hint of shyness on her face…perfection! Im going to go to bed now and hope she appears in my dreams tonight.